Hope Springs Community
I’m writing this journal entry near the end of my first day back at work. I figured it would allow me to collect my thoughts on my week in Mississippi. I’m wondering if my thoughts and experiences are unique, or if they are shared throughout the amazing group of volunteers I had the pleasure of living with last week. I’m also writing to try and express the types of feelings one can experience spent away from home trying to “make the world a better place”. If you’ve volunteered in some capacity before, you’ll know what I mean. If you haven’t, maybe it’s worth looking into.
I had skipped the previous volunteer trip in the fall of ’06 and almost felt guilty for doing so – the conscience works in a very persuasive way. I felt like it was my duty to suck it up, and help out where I can – and that I’d missed a golden opportunity to do so last November. I’m fortunate enough to have a great job, a loving family, and enough comfort in my life to be able to live in some degree of luxury. I mean, I’ll buy premium imported beer and think nothing of it. I’ll eat at a pricey restaurant or buy some expensive shoes and not consider the scores of people in North America – let alone the world – who don’t eat breakfast in the morning or have a warm bed to sleep in at night. I’m by no means a rich man, but I do have a lot more than a lot of people. Why not spread the wealth?
Upon arriving in New Orleans I felt slightly nervous and excited, yet simultaneously drained – no doubt in part to the connecting flights and local relative humidity. But I also had a tremendous feeling of purpose, a sense of being. I didn’t necessarily feel I was on this volunteer trip to impress anyone or to draw the admiration of my peers – which inevitably happened, nonetheless – and I was sure I’d be able to put this new-found sense of honour and fellowship to good use, but how?
Everything really started to come together for me as we traveled to the jobsite on Monday morning – we had arrived at the volunteer camp at night and it was impossible to gauge the madness of Katrina some 20 months before. Traveling in daylight, however, completely opened my eyes to a new world – one filled with destruction, poverty, and humiliation. Homes were destroyed by Katrina – leveled by her winds and flooded by her waters. Businesses were forced to close – if they hadn’t been ruined – by store owners without customers. Communities were torn apart by depression, weakness, and negativity. This was a picture painted with shades of grey, without a bit of light.
The overall feeling at the construction jobsite was completely opposite and for that I was delighted. Here, the mood was upbeat and positive, enthusiastically injected with a shot each of camaraderie and compassion. Here, the people held their heads high with bright smiles and laughter echoing throughout. Here, we were all the same people, with the same values and the same, common goal – to help those in need. This is where it didn’t matter if you were American or not, if you were young or old, if you were rich or poor. The collective feeling was that of commonality, citizenship and contentment. Content with ourselves, yes, that we were doing a “good deed”, but also content with the feeling of equality and hope. That all hope was not, in fact, crucified by the violent hands of Katrina, but that there was enough hope left to build a house, to re-build a family and to construct a new-found friendship within a grief-stricken community.
We were motivated by a sense of urgency – that the government of the world’s most powerful country seemingly ignores its own plight. We were united by a common feeling of hope that one day, all of these people would be on their feet once again, leading the lives they choose and not the ones they were forced into. We were encouraged by each other and the task at hand – to not only help rebuild a family’s home, but to also help rebuild their lives. That, for me, was enough reason to volunteer.
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